In previous posts you may have noticed me ranting on not being able to get pregnant. Well, it still never happened. So for my 2011 New Years Resolution I decided I was going to make a change. And you know what? I made that change.
I decided to let go of the years of hurt, pain, and misery. I let go of so many things yet at the same time I grab on and held tight to love, happiness and hope. Hope that with change, I could be a better person. I could change the way I felt about me. And that's what I did. I changed me.
At 222 lbs. I was the heaviest I had ever been. It was difficult to look in the mirror and like what I saw staring back at me. On February 18th I took my first steps to change my mind about me. It's been a long road but as of today I have lost 55 lbs. and still counting. I went from a size 18-20 to a size 12 and I FEEL GREAT!!! My clothes fit and I get compliments from family and friends all the time. But best of all, my husband tells me how proud he is of me and my accomplishments. Just knowing he's proud of me keeps me going. His support means everything to me.
So LOOK OUT WORLD... It's a new me! And I'm holding nothing back.
